This morning, I got up, dressed, and headed down to work. At the elevator to Courthouse station, the woman I was riding with smiled and said "Good morning". I took the Metro down from Rosslyn to Pentagon City (which passed through Pentagon). As we approached Pentagon, the car stopped and we smelled soot. I began praying. Eventually, the car moved again. I got off at Pentagon City and started walking to Pentagon. You could still see smoke and smell it. One guy had an American flag tie on. I waved off the news guy who wanted reactions. I was the first person in my office, so I booted up my computer and sent an email to some friends informing them that "The Good Guys Are Back In Business". I then started answering phone calls. Do you have any idea what it's like to hear people say that they're glad to hear your voice? One person had called yesterday asking me if I got his agreement in staffing - he just called today to make sure that we were all alive and choked up at the end. I had spoken to many people in our office since the crash, and I knew that most were alive. I was beyond glad that I was able to convey this to people on the phone. I eventually sent out an email to related people saying that our office was ok. The most poignant was an email from my POC at Treasury - she just sent an email that said "are you guys ok?". I placed a call in to another contractor with two people in our office to make sure that they were ok - the answer was fortunately yes. I also answered one email from a friend from high school and Georgetown who had lost a brother in a dance hall blaze in 1991 - she responded that, even though they were in Durham, they all cared about us. I also checked the University of Delaware's website, and got choked up from seeing the numbers at the candlelight vigil. Since my work is based on interacting with other people, and given the smell of smoke, I left relatively early. I got back home without incident and went back on the internet. I noticed the DoD press release that says that, if people weren't killed by the impact, they would have been killed by the fire. If I had been in the section that was hit, I would have died. That struck me.
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